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Coming Out

Sat Feb 9, 2008, 8:46 PM
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  • Listening to: Wind at my Window
  • Reading: Text Books
  • Watching: Snow
I'm Bi.

I'm no longer in any way spiritually inclined.

I was born with my brain wired different, I don't find most guys attractive, or most girls. Just a select few from either gender. So few I might be asexual.

Just who I am, who I was always I guess, and who I'm going to get more comfortable with being now that I've taken the guilt of religion out of the equation. I get all the relaxed elation I need from Yoga it seems, and none of the guilt. I can barely call what I had before faith.

So, there it is, the good, the bad, and the ugly. If you don't already know what a furry is, then this is probably not for you, but I suppose I can't post a journal about the way I was born without mentioning I'm a furry.

Right now the hardest thing is telling people I'm not going to church tomorrow.

Best regards,

Casey Wolff

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=artistm0nk:iconartistm0nk: Feb 9, 2008, 9:09:47 PM
I'm gay, and I still go to church because I believe God is better than what other people tell me about Him.

Take care, brother. :)

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~Ryaskgoldengryph:iconRyaskgoldengryph: Feb 9, 2008, 9:42:30 PM
Religion is not for everyone, and it doesn't make you a 'bad' person to not have it in your life. It is one of those things that you are.. or are not. And, I am Bi as well. Hope everything works out well for you, and you find what works best for you, so you are happy. Because that is what is most important in life.

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The Golden One
~Apothacer:iconApothacer: Feb 9, 2008, 9:46:48 PM
I'm hearing that from more people than I would expect online, that they are christian as well as gay. I admire you, but I just can't make it work for me. Thanks for stopping by hun. *hugs* I've missed ya.

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Dear Rest of the world. I was too young to vote when Bush was elected. Of course he was not really elected by a majority of Americans in the first place.

We're Sorry
~Apothacer:iconApothacer: Feb 9, 2008, 9:51:33 PM
Thank you very very much. I grew up with the notion that not having religion was if anything a good thing, so it's not big leap to go back to where I was before. Keep up the awesome photography.

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Dear Rest of the world. I was too young to vote when Bush was elected. Of course he was not really elected by a majority of Americans in the first place.

We're Sorry
~t-daimon:icont-daimon: Feb 10, 2008, 4:54:28 AM
If you would like to talk about it, note me, I've been over this time and again.
If you would like an opinion and to ask some questions from someone from the "dark side". *chuckles*

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Source of all lust and passion,
Crimson beyond the blood that flows.
Powers of the damned,
Buried in the flow of time.
That is how you describe me...
=Ellygator:iconEllygator: Feb 10, 2008, 6:49:53 AM
I wish you the best on your next step of your journey. I've always admired your commitment and your willigness to question things. A lot of people accept whatever they were given as an inherited belief system, but you continue to question and try what works for you.

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"You must do everything yourself." (First rule of Alchemy)
~willowdancer:iconwillowdancer: Feb 10, 2008, 7:45:00 AM
I dont know why we have all been so built up to be ashamed of who we are, as if all people were meant to be just one way and any other way is wrong. I'm glad you're finding yourself, confusing or difficult as it may be. I guess all I can say is whatever created us, whatever form we may revere, we have all been created as individuals, different from one another. If we are all created in our makers image as some say, I dont see how we could all be so speacial from one an other and the prospect of "God" be so limited; God is as varried as we are, and each of those variations is true. Blessed be as you find your way.

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Let us tend to our gardens, and build our arcs...

Everything is awesome. Fundamentally.
~Apothacer:iconApothacer: Feb 10, 2008, 8:50:11 AM
Well, as you may know, I was an atheist before, and I've come back to that comfortably. Thanks for the offer, I'm actually managing well and ready to get back into art. I don't know what you mean by the "Dark Side" by the way. *chuckles*

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Dear Rest of the world. I was too young to vote when Bush was elected. Of course he was not really elected by a majority of Americans in the first place.

We're Sorry
~Apothacer:iconApothacer: Feb 10, 2008, 8:52:05 AM
Thank you very much. I think part of why I came to christianity in the first place is I wanted to question my previous modes of thought, following this pattern you point out. Thank you very much for the input.

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Dear Rest of the world. I was too young to vote when Bush was elected. Of course he was not really elected by a majority of Americans in the first place.

We're Sorry
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